In all honesty, you disappoint me. Looking back at it now, despite everything that happened I still manage to trust you, to watch over you. Shit I haven’t even unfollowed you through anything! And seeing how you agree with a small statement. It just saddens me of how you see me as “different” or “someone else” than what a person perceives it. I don’t judge you for what you did yet you have time to judge me.
I still kept everything that you given me every month. Its nice to read it once again
Sometimes the best reassurance that i can give myself is listening to the music that contained all the best memories.
It hurts me a lot inside knowing that i pushed you away when you didn’t deserve it. I neglected you when you didn’t deserve it. I hurt you when you didn’t deserve it. Am i a terrible person or was i just lost but now found. Realizing my faults in life, repaying it through the consequences now.